home???
of course i wake up and the flowers have burst into bloom overnight and the grass is green and the streets are clean and the air is perfumed on a breeze, as if no work has gone into any of this, as if...
View ArticleFriday, May 26, 2006
yeah i would love to burst into their mystic poetry powow session and smash a vase and scream unmetered unregulated streams of consciousness, but instead i skip down the steps with an old friend and...
View ArticleThursday, June 01, 2006
the rain smells sweet but will we let it wash us clean, when feeling stiffled is all i can muster, because i'm more tired than i was there, because i have to answer questions that are stupider than any...
View ArticleFriday, June 23, 2006
"we know where the finish line is"it's in that place we don't want to talk about, we never talk about, unless you're not thinking about yourself, in which case you see it is light and airy and pushing...
View ArticleThursday, June 29, 2006
we take it a day at a time. because that is the only action we can take. besides cowering at words like malignant, metastacized, terminal.
View ArticleSometimes You Have to Lose Control
finally the voice on the end of the line, because i'd be on an island with someone else, because frazzled is more than before, because i haven't taken the time to, because i fear the time will fly by...
View ArticleI Guess I'm Doing Fine...
Title ref: Beck.And it works because i suppose i don't know what to say if and/or when i hear the question preceeding what i can internalize of a furrowed brow. i suppose i don't know where to start to...
View Articlegood news.
thing is, when you hear good news, you might already fear the bad news, because you're waiting for it, wait for it, because it's not quite here, and you don't know just quite when it will roll off the...
View Articlehola
wow, this thing does still exist. i thought - no, feared - that random words had disappeared into some ether, which scared me because they are somehow what i see as a semblance of some history. weird...
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